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I'd like to post a poem here that describes my feelings this past week.

The feeling of pain-By KirbyKandy


Please stop the pain
From flowing through my veins.
It hurts to live like this,
Another hit and miss.
Feel this acid rain,
Wash away, come again.
Kill me now,
Just one question, how?
Have you ever felt like this?
Tossed aside into some deep abyss.
How can you treat me this way?
So many hurtful and hateful words you say.
You break my heart, you shatter my soul,
Feel my dark despair as a whole.
So just kill me dead,
Just leave everything else unsaid.
Let me rest my body, soul and mind,
I must commit this crime.
Let the blood shine and blind,
My eternal memories, left behind.
Bullet through my heart, now torn apart,
Shred my soul with a rusted dart.
Rain of blood, bleeding rainbows, upon me,
Let me and my knife be.
From my inside, out,
Please hear this shout.
One last time...
AND BEFORE I PULL THIS TRIGGER,
PULLING OUT THE STINGER,
Please let them know,
I do not want to come back to this woe.
Scars cut deep into my flesh,
Down this huge and complicated mesh.
My incomprehensible feelings,
Sometimes so very revealing,
Of all this pain and suffering I've become.
My days have yet to come.
So please stop this pain,
From flowing through my veins,
And I would be,
Able to live happily.
Without the constant threat,
And no more regret.
I could live harmoniously
You, I and we.
Euphorically.



Don't worry, I'm not committing suicide. e.e
I've just had the crappiest week evarrrrr. -A-
X______X;;

I swear, if one more person calls me emo...... >[

Oh, and I'd just like to thank all my watchers and friends for the 4000+ pageviews, that's really something! n____n

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